A MOTHER who took her own life on railway tracks after years of abuse by her ex wrote “I’m killed” in a tragic final note, a court heard.
Kiena Dawes, 23, also said her ex-partner Ryan Wellings, 30, “killed me” before she died on a railway line in Lancashire.
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Kiena Dawes took her own life after suffering horrific abuse, court heard Credit: Ben Lack
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Ryan Wellings charged with manslaughter Credit: Ian Leonard
Jurors heard that the mother was repeatedly exposed to controlling and coercive behavior by her ex.
Wellings is also accused of violently abusing Kiena over a number of years – including the latest attack just 11 days before she ended her life.
The court heard the couple had been in an “intense” relationship for two years which was riddled with alleged abuse.
Kiena was diagnosed with an emotionally unstable personality disorder, which caused increased impulsivity, low self-esteem and difficulty in relationships.
Jurors heard how Wellings took advantage of her condition, which played a role in the hairdresser’s decision to end her own life.
He allegedly accused Kiena of sleeping with other people, branded her “s**t”, threw a chair at her and told her to kill herself.
On one occasion, jurors heard that he tried to strangle her with a charger cable, and also broke into the apartment they shared.
On July 22, 2022, Kiena drove to a friend’s house and went inside while the friend was in the shower.
She then left her nine-month-old daughter inside along with a so-called goodbye note.
This read: “The end. I fought hard, I fought long. I went through pain that no one could imagine.
“I was killed. Ryan Wellings killed me. He destroyed every ounce of strength I had left. I didn’t deserve it.
“I hope my life is saved by the police acting more quickly. Don’t let thugs live free.”
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Kiena then apologized to her daughter for having to “let you go” and said the world “turned its back on me”.
She said she hoped to “keep the baby away from the monster called her dad”.
Kiena, from Fleetwood, Lancashire, traveled onto a country road and was later hit by a high-speed train.
Wellings denies manslaughter, assault and controlling and coercive behaviour.
The trial continues.
If you are affected by any of the issues in this article, please contact Samaritans on 116 123 or use the Women’s Aid live chat service and/or website support page
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The mother was allegedly violently abused by her exCredit: Facebook
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She took her own life in 2022 and left a heartbreaking last message Credit: Facebook
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Kiena apologized to her daughter Credits: SWNS
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Barber died in July 2022. Credit: SWNS
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Wellings denied the allegations Credit: Ian Leonard
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