Savannah Chrisley continues to mourn her ex Nic Kerdiles following his sudden death over the weekend.
In an emotional Instagram post on Sunday, Chrisley knows best star shared the depth of her emotions as she processes her grief. “Impossible to believe that you are really gone,” she wrote in the description. “I’m not sure how to accept that news at all, I don’t know how to react. I am so sad and so numb. I don’t want to believe it… I keep texting you on the phone and I just hope you answer.”
Chrisley continued: “We’ve had some really great, bright moments, and we’ve had some really rough ones, but the part of our relationship that I’ll hold onto will always be the moments in the middle. It will be a daily life that we will share for 5 amazing years. It will be your absolute and complete addiction to Starbucks and how no day can start without it. It will be your love for your mom’s carrot cake, I’m sure no one has ever loved carrot cake like you do. It will be your inability to ever get the famous cliché that says, LOL, you’d butcher every quote, every time.”
Savannah Chrisley pays tribute to late ex-fiancé Nic Kerdiles: ‘Heaven got the most beautiful angel’
Savannah Chrisley and Nic Kerdiles in 2019 while engaged.
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Chrisley, 26, noted that the pair had “learned how to love together” before adding a further comment to the post. In it, she said Kerdiles accompanied her to bring her father, Todd Chrisley, to his prison in Pensacola earlier this year. “You were there for me and got me through a very dark day,” she wrote.
She finished the caption: “I am grateful and will cherish every moment, every memory, every photo and every good day we spent together. Oh God… what wouldn’t I do if I heard ‘I LOVE YOU KID’ right now. God! I miss you… this isn’t fair!”
Nic Kerdiles, ex-fiancé of Savannah Chrisley, died in a motorcycle accident at the age of 29
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Savannah Chrisley shared messages with a friend about her late ex-boyfriend Nic’s favorite food.
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Although there is heavy sadness associated with Kerdiles’ death, Chrisley is already beginning to see “signs” of his presence. In an Instagram Story, Chrisley shared messages from friends that included a ham and cheese croissant — a food Kerdiles loved.
The friend said it was a happy coincidence that their mother made this type of croissant when Savannah had mentioned earlier that she would look for Nic at similar times. “I would expect nothing less from our more accomplished Nicholas,” Chrisley wrote. “He’s already showing signs of enjoying a hot pancake in the sky.”
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Kerdiles, a 29-year-old former NHL player, died last week in a motorcycle accident. He was previously engaged to Chrisley after they started dating in November 2017. The couple called off their wedding in early 2020 and remained cordial after officially calling off their engagement in September 2020.
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